Tuesday, May 26, 2009
{ 6:07 AM }
Ya ya ya, i m here to update my blog, can u plz stop bugging me..? =.=" haiyo.. i got nothing to share la, wat to write, so horse fan.. ** i dont mind if u gimme a tittle or an idea wat u wanna knw bout me, u knw, like writting an essay,hehe =p **
As wat u ady knw, i m still "stucking" at reko, but i kinda surprise by myself tat i dont really dislike reko.. N i found tat reko's discipline is getting better compare to when i ws thr in form 1. Even though it is not as good as jess -- wit students loiter around the school, teacher hold " french fries " in front of the school gate, students used to take forever to line up every morning, students love to show their artistic talent on the walls/tables/stairs, students smoke in the toilet, police trace can be easily found around thr... BUT, i m glad i still can stand tis "lovelyless" environment,haha.. mayb it is jz bcuz my frens r wit me, so i dont feel much different? ** it doesnt mean i m prepared myself to stay at reko, I STILL WANT TO TRANSFER TO YU HUA, hey ppd, can u plz LET GO OF ME ?? **
Ohya, thr is something i wanna share wit u guys, especially those wit romance-sense book worms.. u girls gotta read TWILIGHT !! I LOVE TWILIGHT !! i might be a little bit late to read tis novel since it ws published last yr, but, it is better late then never, go n buy twilight series right now !! populor is doing promotion n u can get 20% discount =p hey, the story is really really fascinate to me, the love between Edward n Bella is beautiful n touch.. it is a harassment for them to leave each other, n Bella did a lot of stupid n reckless stuff when Edward left her jz to keep her safe.. when Edward misunderstand tat Bella had commited suicide, he went n mess up wit one vampire royal family, so tat they ll kill him n he able to followed Bella's death..u girls ** i knw guys wont interested in tis kind of love story ** cant understand hw i feel unless u check it out urself =)
here some words from the novels which impress me a lot :
i - Bella 'i know how much i love you.' edward 'you compare one small tree to an entire forest
ii - I'll Be Back So Soon You Wont Even Have time to miss me - Look After My heart I've Left It With You
iii - Do you have any idea how painful it is, trying to refuse you when you plead with the way
iv - You are my life now.why do you belive the lie, but not the truth?
v - as long as you need me, i ll be here.
vi - Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everythign went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
thr r still a lot of it, u ll find it when u read the books =p tats all about the books.. n so, the movie is nice too, of course, Robert Pattinson is gorgeous. u knw wat, he is the 1st male tat made me describe him wit the word sexy. i would like to clarify tat i din view any 18+ pics of him n i dont think he took tat kind of pics oso. well, i hope thr is nothing wrong wit me.. ** kinda embarrassing say it over here -- i m closed-minded ** he doesnt rilly look sexy, jz tat expression in his eye, his voice n his smile looks great.
When i ws in form 5, xiao kwan introduce " Vampire Knight " to me, same case, the main character - Kuran Kaname is adorable n smart n talented. no doubt, i m crazy over him ** i knw it is FICTION ronny =.=" ** so, it is ur fault xiao kwan, to made me a crazy-over-vampire girl =p hehe..
p/s : u can click on " TAGGIE " on the right hand side of my blog to leave ur comment at the shoutmix IF U WANT TO, jz dont sms me to comment my blog, it is lame.. =.="
Saturday, May 9, 2009
{ 10:18 PM }
明天就是了。。
回头看看，这五个月的假期过得很快，还像刚考完spm那样。。
中六的生活即将开始，不知会不会像想象中那样顺利呢？？
其实还蛮担心烦恼的。。
当初以为什么都不需要申请，照原定的计划读中六，努力争取上大学的机会，这就是我的人生，这是我应该选择的，我没想太多，还取笑其他人为什么那么烦恼。。哈哈。。真讽刺。。我竟然会在最后一刻才烦恼。。
看着朋友离开学校，开始进入社会工作，有的去学院，有的到别的州去读大学先修班，甚至有的要出国去读书。。
大家都为自己的人生开始迈进。。
而我呢？？还在原地停留着。。一直以来都迷迷糊糊的，以为一切都不会改变，也从没想过要改变或接受任何新事物，突然觉得我不得不面对朝向我的新环境。。。
我不想，不要，也很抗拒。。。
大考过后，我什么都没想，也没为自己好好的计划些什么。。只知道我已决定要去中六。。我并不是在后悔我做这样的选择。。只是为我自己的幼稚和迷糊感到好笑。。
唉。。我也不知自己想要表达些什么。。。。
只是在后悔为什么没为自己争取一个更好的学习环境吧。。
或许也为我心中莫名的伤心感到讨厌吧。。
伤心什么我也不知道。。。
为了弥补这个没争取更好的学习机会的遗憾，我决定我在这一年半要好好努力，考到好的成绩，再好好计划我的学习新方向。
真得很希望我可以申请到育华。。再怎么说那里的老师应该比较好吧？？
不知那里的学生是怎样的。。
有点担心跟那里的学生和不来，毕竟在国中读了五年，我的好朋友一大半都是异族。。
最近感觉很孤单，好像身边的朋友都走光了，我的异族好朋友全都有自己的新生活，留下我一个面对中六。。
该怎么办呢。。？
有时睡觉的时候会自己掉眼泪，可能是为我没有一个可以陪在我身边互相鼓励的好朋友吧。。
嗯。。。
但我相信我可以自己适应新学校的环境，有什么酱难？？只不过是读书而已。。
反正不是没事过。。
为我加油吧，
今天就写着这么多，拜拜
